FANTASTICO.. :]]

FANTASTICO it's the word to describe my CHRISTMAS :D

it's a part of my life that I wouldn't forget.

this CHRISTMAS 2009-2010 is the BEST christmas ever....

why? [coz this year I am awake at the christmad eve]

every christmas eve I am asleep, that is  so pathetic right?

it really sucks. okay to continue the story,

I enjoyed watching them  play games, like trip to jerusalem,

statue dance, stop dance, and so much more

while having fun.

obliviously I was there too.

We  have this lots of lots of pictures!

coz we had this awesome pictorial thinggy

en I really enjoyed every single of it. XD

yey for meh! :))

yeah! keep rocking cousins!

thanks for the wonderful time. LOVE YOU GUYS!!

I ask you guys how is your christmas?
is it FUN? :]] mine was incredibly cool.

next stop!

NEW YEAR !!! lol.

have PHOSPHORUS NEW YEAR !!! :))

Can't get with a dead beat ass ...

NO SCRUBS by TLC

A scrub is a guy that think he's fly
And is also known as a buster
Always talkin bout what he wants
And just sits on his broke ass So 

Bridge:
No I don't want your number
No I don't wanna give you mine and
No I don't wanna meet you no where
No don't want none of you time and...

Chorus 2x:

No I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hangin out the passenger side
Of his best friends ride
tryin' to holla at me

When a scrubs checkin' me
But his game is kinda weak
And I know that he can not approach me
Cause i'm lookin like class
And he's lookin like trash
Can't get with a dead beat ass
So

Repeat Chorus 2x

If you don't got a car and ya walkin
(oh yes son, i'm talkin to you)
If you live at home wit ya mama
(oh yes son, i'm talkin to you)
You have a shorty dat you don't show love to
(oh yes son, i'm talkin to you)
Wanna get wit me wit no money
Oh no I don't want no-

No Scrubs
No Scrubs
No Scrubs
No Scrubs

Repeat Chorus Until Fade

butterfly to catch

Butterfly, Butterfly

Hoping to catch your eye
Circling around you, oh my
Butterfly, butterfly, come into the light
Oh, what a beautiful sight
Flying so gracefully
Into the sky, the butterfly
Trying to catch a butterfly
Fly, fly, fly, butterfly
There he sets upon the mums
I'm having so much fun
Here's another on the sill
Your standing so still
You go to touch him
There he goes, the butterfly
I hear a tapping on the window
It's the butterfly, fly, fly, fly
There he goes into the sky
Flying so high, the butterfly
I'll see you another day
Butterfly, butterfly, away

-Sharon Adamson

how you wonder who you'll be .....

You tuck me in,
Turn out the light
Keep me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brush my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when i looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a live, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when i couldn't sleep at night
Scare things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be

Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you mine
Don't you worry hold on tight.
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away (butterfly fly away)

Catch your wing now you cant stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true
Butterfly fly away (butterfly fly away)
We been waiting for this day
All along and know just what to do
Butterfly,butterfly,butterfly,

Butterfly fly away

(butterfly fly away)

(butterfly fly away)

 

p.s:
I MISS MY DHADHIE :'(
sorry fer the troubles dad,

love you so! XD

XOXOX

letting go of the stupidiest part of my LIFE!!

BOTTOM LINE:

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

AUTOMATIC by TOKIO HOTEL :]

Automatic (automatic echo x3)
Automatic (automatic echo x3)

You're automatic and
your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic and
your voice is electric
but do I still believe?

It's automatic
every word in your letter
The lie connects the beat
It's automatic
when you say things get better
but they never

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

It's so automatic
calling comes from the crossroad
They come and go like you

It's automatic watching faces
I dont't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic,
systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic (echo x3)
Automatic (echo x3)
Automatic (echo x3)
Automatic (echo x3)

Each step you make
each breath you take
Your heart,
your soul,
remote controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me

(There's no real love in you)
(There's no real love in you)

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic (echo x3)
There's no real
Automatic (echo x3)
love in you

Automatic (echo x3)
Why do I
Automatic (echo x3)
keep loving you?

Automatic

p.s. I SO HATE YOU RIGHT NAO.

i LOVE YOU TOKIO HOTEL! X]

i love this song!, very loved!

a song fer you. (tears)

 GOOODBYE :') by JUANA
 

Didn't mean to hurt you badly,
Don't think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you've wasted on me,
So sorry for the things that you've went thru
But I know that the problem's with me,
You're so nice but your love don't deserve me
Or maybe I'm just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
How many times I've been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I've got and the pain still remain
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away

Now I know I wasn't thinking before
That's why I'm always ending up with Mr. Wrong
Learning form the past, don't wanna make mistake,
You could be Mr. Right or could be fake
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away 

this is the song for you, and you know who you are. :|

very sorry.

I hate myself fer saying GOODBYE.

nao it's a little too late fer me to realize,

that I'm still inlove with you.

i'm sorry. REALLY sorry.

please forgive me. and please just talk to me.

and please please do comment.
I really need yer opinion with this post.

p.s.

I'm STILL INLOVE WITH YOU. <3

Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly :'(

 

Do You Know ----> Enrique Iglesias :D 

[Intro]
(Whisper) Do you know?
(Singing) Do you know? x2

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]

Birds, flying south is a sign of changes,
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly,
I can't get her to speak.
Maybe if i knew all the things that took to save us,
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me.
the look in your eyes don't say the same about me,
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]

How can I love you? [x4]
If you just don't talk o me, babes.

I flow through my head,
is the question is she needing,
Another side of a man i cannot be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow,
Is the scene i said never happened to me.
(Do you know)
But after this episode I now see,
You could never tell how the next day life could be!

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x3]

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know? [x7]

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed!

Do you know [x3]

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know how it feels)
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed!

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

where are they now.

 this is the only photo that we are COMPLETE :'(

[exception si sir jancel ;)]

To my favorite teacher
Told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
The the guys I miss
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
And sing a longs in my car
To the face I see in my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know I won't forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you

I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

IT and YOU refers FERMAT

it's the only thing I can do.

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be if he had loved me
Truly loved me, yes
I learned a while ago, that kind of thing, it never happens for me
And so I go around and just pretend
Love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let ‘em see you sweat
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord know its killing me

[Chorus:]
So I put on my makeup
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is ok
I’m laughing ‘cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
‘Cause I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face
On my face
Singing la la la (la la, la la)
la la, ( la la, la la, la la)
la la (la la)
Ooooh (la la la laahh)
Laaaah

Sometimes I sit at home by the phone hoping he might call me (call me)
But he don't call me (call me, call me, call me)
But then I realize dreams come true
Aren't for girls like me, not like me
And so I go around with my head up
Like it ain't no thing
And when the boys around with all my friends
I’m into other things
‘Cause you never let them see you sweat
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows its killing me

[Chorus:]
And so I put on my makeup (put it on, put it on)
Put a smile on my face (a smile on my face)
And if anyone asks me (oooh yeah)
Everything is ok (oh I’m laughing)
I’m laughing ‘cause no one (no one, no one)
Knows the joke is on me
But I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face
On my face (oooh)

It’s not an easy (thing to do)
Sometimes it’s hard to (face the truth)
It’s not the life that I would choose
But what else can I do if he don't love me (no)
If he don't want me
I’m not about to sit around
Let myself go (gooooo)

[Chorus:]
So I put on my makeup
Put a smile on my face (I put a smile on my face)
And if anyone ask me
Everything is ok
I’m laughing ‘cause no one (no one, no one)
Knows the joke is on me
‘Cause I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face
On my face
Singing, la la la (la la, la la)
la la, ( la la, la la, la la)
la la (la la, la la, la la la la laaa)
I’ll keep on singing la la
Lalalala…